YOUR 1st TIME?

I had fantasized about males since I was a boy. Swimming pool locker rooms & showers were intriguing to me as with seeing the naked older mature guys (18+ y/o) in there.

I was going to college and there was a gal who sat next to me, we would chat about things. She told me of going out with gay friends - named the bar and that it was on the main highway. One evening I drove the highway - looking at the names of all the bars. I finally found it almost at the end of that city.

Couple times I parked across the street from it, as to see who came and went from it. Then one night I decided to finally go in.

Luckily I met some friendly guys sitting at the bar. Then when going in there, they were my new friends as to chat with.

There was one guy I noticed there. I admired him from a distance. Then one night we were introduced - he would put his hand on my back, I knew this was going to be my 1st time. He did invite me over, but he wanted to stop at a coffee shop on the way.

As we were eating and chatting, out of the corner of my eyes I noticed someone was standing by our table, I turned and looked up. Not only was a friend of mine but 3 friends of mine, who were having their night meal there as they worked at a nearby grocery store on the night stocking crew. We all knowing each others' friends, and here I was dining with a stranger to them. I could have died!

Then I went to the guy's apartment. A very good time was had - as M4M sex was something that I had always fantasied about and now was living it out. It was quite intense for me.

I did see him a 2nd time - I didn't spend the night that time, I left after the sex. I also realized we didn't have much in common - as our interests didn't match up. But still recall those times as a key to my coming out. I was ready and overall it had been a very good experience for me.


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